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so near, yet so far. I wondered.
What do i shall could can will must maybe think deny avoid do.
Perhaps I have lost my sense of communicating with people too. - or was it she declined to talk much
I am pathetic, for I can't make people laugh like in the past now. - or was it she have nothing much towards me
I am hopeless. for I cant seem to make my way out of this. - or was it simply because there wasn't even a way to begin with.
I am envious, for there are people much fortunate than me who knows how to handle relationships better than me. - or was it because there wasn't even a relationship to begin with
I am sad, for this I condemned myself. - or was it she condemned me.
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I didn't know what to talk to her, or any topics that could make her jump into conversation that wouldn't end fast. All I could say is few simple lines. so did she. Was i being one-sided all along? I wish someone could enlighten me.. if so, i think i could give up easier.
I didn't know what she is thinking, for she don't talk much to people, unless people approached her to ask about things. Other than that she just sits there and chats with people in msn. Was the past relationship the problem? or family arguments? or friendship problems? psychologically??..
she seemed so near to me, but deep inside me, she seemed so far from me for my hands to reach out to. would she ever give me a chance to?
How i wished this is all just nothing but a dream, because it feels like i'll never change it to the way i wanted it to be.
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哪怕是一点的暗示，或一点表示，我都能够理解你对我的感受。