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Friday, August 31, 2007

1st Day of Work..

1:09 AM

Today would be my official first day of work in Night Safari!
OJT a.k.a On the Job. Would be undergoing 2 days of it without any pay.. well for the rest it would be 6.50 per hr..

Working as GR - Guest Relation, perhaps then I would be an "service" to the tourists ^^
Seems exciting, but felt moody yesterday and today aft the chalet, something is missing in me.. perhaps its the fun im craving for.. maybe not.. who knows..

Any songs anyone could intro pls do so in the tag board! Recommendations are rewarded! with a thank you! LOL!! =P

perhaps perhaps perhaps..

Thursday, August 30, 2007

28, 29, 30/8/07.

10:29 AM

The very best of W34Q Semester 1.

Chalet during these 3 days.. fun, laughter always happens in the rooms and outside of it. BBQ chickens are simply delicious, with otahs, satays~ irresistable! =)

Cycling around pasir ris park was definitely thrilling.
Playing in the playground park with yvette and yue xin was 100% sensationally fun!
Imagine running on a plate that moves faster and faster 45degrees towards the ground! Makes me wanna faint hahaz.
Would'nt forget that moment man! Simply too fun.

Exploring of entrance of red house was sure exciting, night cycling was fun, more fun when we cycled through the night from downtown east to old changi hospital =)

Eerie as it might be, crazy as we could be, we do sense something there=) for there are things that we couldnt explain either =]

3 days with all of you can be described in many words, but all i could say that its positive till the end =) Best class of the semester. - W34Q

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Interesting!

11:14 AM

Your Personality is Somewhat Common (ISFJ)

Your personality type is stubborn, conservative, trustworthy, and caring.

About 13% of all people have your personality, including 18% of all women and 7% of all men
You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Judging.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Your French Name is:

Auguste Couture

What's Your French Name?

You are an Atheist

When it comes to religion, you're a non-believer (simple as that).
You prefer to think about what's known and proven.
You don't need religion to solve life's problems.
Instead, you tend to work things out with logic and philosophy.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

You Are Not Prejudiced

Not only are you color blind, but you're also ethnicity blind, gender blind, and sexual orientation blind.
You don't judge someone until you truly know them. And even then, you're probably reluctant to judge.
You try to treat everyone equally. Everyone has a fair chance with you.
Good job - there's not a prejudiced bone in your body.

Are You Prejudiced?

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.

What Time Of Day Are You?

Fun website to test ur personality.. feel free to check it out =]

Ned's Comments

8:13 AM

Its a representation of the words of wisdom by the Class of W34Q and also Ned's comment =) Just posting here for future references.

Hi there W34Q!Some words of wisdom from our fellow classmates:Some words of wisdom for the class is that firstly, I feel that our class can bond better if everyone in the class will to care for each other and not only for themselves. This is because the world is not only about themselves but also about everyone. Sometimes when they only think about themselves, they will tend to hurt the others’ feeling unintentionally since they may or may not have experienced this before. Therefore, they will either think that it is fine to do that on others or they just want to make themselves feel better if they have experienced this before. Even if they didn’t mean what they say, the “victim” may interpret the words differently since everyone have different understanding of what had been said to them. Secondly, I hope that they will not bully the weaker classmates or facilitators. What I mean here is those classmates who are quiet and for facilitators are those who are willing to help us patiently and at all times. An example for the classmates is that, some of the people in the class like to make fun of hui qi and jian hao even if they did nothing wrong.As for the facilitator, there was once when most of the classmates went out to eat together during the first break and came back half an hour late for lessons. Though the facilitator for that module said nothing, I feel that the classmates who came back late should have apologies for what they did and not repeating the same offence. Lastly, I hope that the class would not skip class every time just because they don’t like the module, the facilitators or even their classmates. This is because everyone is here to gain more knowledge and not learning how to waste our parents’ money since they are the one who pay for our school fees. Besides that, if one skips too often for every module, it will not only give the classmates and facilitators a bad impression of oneself but also one may need to be retain for another year as they failed in certain modules.* * *Some words of wisdom for the class: Perserverance is the beginning of success, success is the beginning of life pursuitment. Failure is part of success, knowledge overcomes failure. And also, In studies, 10% luck, 20% knowledge, 20% creativity, 50% effort and 100% determination. I also hope that the present members of the class W34Q could do their entire best by second semester when school reopens. Achieving success is not the most important, but the process of achieving it is more valuable than anything else.* * *Everyone is special, so be proud of yourself’. Everyone have their individual uniqueness, which makes W34Q so special. Everyone is remembered, not as individual, but as W34Q. Be confident about yourself because each and every one of you is loved/being appreciated, just that was not being told.We have a long journey ahead of us; there are many obstacles and surprises waiting for us. We may not know what maybe happening in the future, but we can be prepared for it. So face your problems bravely, confidently, no matter what state you are in. Be good to feel good. Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising up every time we fail –Ralph Waldo Emerson We often make mistakes and give up half way through. But life is not easy, at times we fail to accomplish or unable to succeed, but it doesn’t mean we will we never be able to do so, so don’t give up from failure, instead, do it again, you will do better. As a saying goes ‘experience is the best teacher’, it show that if you will be able to do better if you learn from the mistakes. People who learn from their mistakes will be able to succeed. Do or do not, there is no try. (Master Yoda)* * *W34Q class of 2007 is where I found lots of joy & laughter all the time; even when one is on his/her down side of life. W34Q is the place where I met good friends. I am glad I was posted to Republic Polytechnic and into this class. Firstly, I have to thank my classmates for the kind support, happiness & especially laughters that they have brought into the class. It have been a wonderful time being with them.* * *The first one will be about dreams by George Washington Carver. So here it is: “Most people search high and wide for the keys to success. If they only knew, the key to their dreams lies within.” I believe everyone has their own ‘dreams’ in their live, and some of us have big dreams. I believe successful people made it because they dare to dream big. I think every successful people dream a lot, have a sense of purpose and will take action to create and live the life they want. Every dream come from our hearts and reflects our deepest longing and they are very personal. The second one will be about ‘failures’ by Sir Winston Churchill. So here it is: “Success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm.”Our past failures will not mean we should fail forever. I believe they exist only in our minds and this failure is a gift, although it is sometimes very difficult to accept it. I think there is only one thing more painful than failures and that is the inability to learn from our experiences. So I think real failures are those people who ignore growth and are afraid of moving forward. The third and the final one will be about ‘smile’ by Mother Theresa. So here it is: “Let us make one point, that we meet each other with a smile, when it is difficult to smile.”I think everyone should smile even though it is difficult for us to smile at times because smile is so natural which makes us look fresh and attractive. Smiling also makes us look beautiful and could brighten up other people’s day.. . .Final and extra word of wisdom: “Love the heart that hates you, but don’t hate the heart that loves you, because for the world you might be someone but for someone you might be the world.” How is it? =]* * *for me i will use the malay words of wisdom "hendak seribu daya, tak hendak seribu dalih". it means that if u want something u go all out,but if u dont want something u make up a lot of excuses or slow down the process.like our class, we play alot.so yah if we want an A grade, we need to work hard, do our work well, and also participate in class.and also, when we dont want to come to class, we will make up excuses sometimes or even about the 6th presentation.hahahaha.another thing is,"if u fail to plan, you are planning to fail." yah. i want my mates in clas to be prepared for the future and also have a wonderful future ahead of them. all hail W34Q!!!!!!!- - - - -As I read your comments, I was giggling, laughing, frowning, groaning and definitely contemplating.What is W34Q to Ned? Ned sees a lively bunch of bright-eyed, cheery and promising young adults taking the first tentative steps into adulthood, gradually aware of the independence and the responsibility that comes hand in hand.I found this phrase especially meaningful, and I hope all of us can cherish what we have, and strive for better things to come:"Learn as if to live forever; live as if to die tomorrow." ~ Mahatma GandhiTake care, W34Q, and may we all grow gracefully and appreciate every moment of our youth - we are all young but once.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Songs Songs Songs~!

3:41 AM

New songs uploaded! Recommended songs~! =D
Woot!

Friday, August 24, 2007

Chapter 3 - Happiness, Joy, Sorrow.

2:27 AM

This post marks the end of semester, the end of the 16week's class. W34Q.

I must say this 16 weeks in RP with this class had made some views of values changed, in a positive manner. Having this class to chat and crap and play and work together really made me one of the most happiest days of my life. Those counter-strike, worms, PPT presentations, PDT discussions, RJ evaluations. The feeling towards the class has generally correspond towards the daily things we do, a feeling of not able to part away.

Honestly speaking, changing of class per semester might be a good or a bad idea, but after experiencing the lively lives in w34q, I wouldn't mind staying in that class for another year or 2, well.. although there's a final chalet to be holding =)

In that class we had our happiness there, we jump for joy with our facilitators, we break down in sorrow when there's a conflict, rest of the time we were having fun. the class with all the people in it itself had already been captured in my memory.

The last week of Enterprise didn't allow me to have time to write to all people, so I'll just post here =]

Boys :

JianHao: Hey Bro, if ure reading this, i'll like to thank you for sharing your time with me towards the starting of the semester, although you don't talk much, i believe that ure still a good to be with friend! Ur presence would make me happy and cry for joy ! Take care!

Stephen : Thanks for everything, you are no doubt a good and dedicated friend that brings optimism towards everywhere you go, don't give up in everything you do! I'll always support you =)

Aiman: Aiman! Gotta work harder for the next semester k! Ur CS skills is amazing! Ure a good and fun-to-be-with friend ^^ Take care..

Razali: A secondary school friend! NCC! Would'nt forget that, ure also one of the best friends to associate with, especially worms and cs if u recall =) Whilst we're playing, don't forget to neglect ur studies! Take care always!

Billy: You're definitely our class joker together with Aiman, Thiban Wan and Juffri, who never fails to make us laugh with ur jokes and ur laughter ^^ Take care!

Johnathan: Another good friend to be and chat with, specialist in VB codes, dunno, ask him ! =D Hope you could do as well as u did here in w34q, or perhaps excel better! Also one of my great CS-combat killer =)

Syafiq : Yoz, I realize out of the entire 16weeks, x 5 modules, I didn't have much of a chance to team up with you especially, only recalled 2 presentations that I teamed up with you, so didn't really explore your strengths and weaknesses.. but overall youre a good friend! haha!

Wan: Funny! Never fails to make me laugh out so loud I nearly went deaf hahhaha, a great friend, nevertheless funny! Stay cool forever!

CheeChong : A knowledgeble person, active and progressive person. His laughters makes us laugh all the time even though the jokes isn't funny. hahaha. Overall his good to communicate with! Great friend encountered =)

Juffri: Great friend to chat and play with. One of the best jokers in the class, never fails to make us laugh with his face hahahaha.

Thiban: Another “Borat” Lol! Good at talking and crapping. Great friend!

Firdauz: Okay finally got ur name spelled right =) A quite quiet person, however knowledge is there =) I enjoyed working with you everytime we cooperate together ^^ Great friend!

Okay.. That’s all for now for Guys in W34Q ^^ Wish you all the best in the next semester! Will update girls ltr on, quite tired =]

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Chapter X - Regrets

3:04 AM

Looking back, i think its past 10months or so. Although those days seemed to be living by me everyday.

Had a long sleep today, just wake up from my 3hours of sleep. In these 3 hours it all seemed like a movie, and I was the person viewing it. Don't know where to begin with.. but what I first saw is the fish&co, where its the first time im dining there with her and the rest. The rest takes place in dunno where, i've never seen that places, nor do I recall it, but it was sweet.

Those 3hours really laid down everything I had. Gaining all those that I lost. I really hoped those 3hours could stop its time and let me cherish it forever. How I wished.

In the end, I woke up in despair, separating virtual from reality. So much feel like crying, so much felt like dying. All left was me stunning there for a couple of minutes.

The feeling of happiness being taken away from me really was unbearable, agony. But what could I do, could someone show me a road of direction.

My mind is in a blank, when I close my eyes words are floating everywhere, like rocks on outer space. Where should I begin..? How should I begin..

Being through a painful memory of childhood, I still could hold. However this made me suffer a total loss. With nothing to hold on to. Only with myself to be blamed.

I always tell others to work hard, strive forward and don't look back, yet I myself couldn't do it.., a failure I am.

Even the best falls down sometimes.

All humans makes mistakes. I really hoped to get a second chance. Yet something is holding me back, Confidence. I dont have the confidence throughout the 10months to talk to you even. All I could was to silently look at how you're doing through these months. Afraid to hurt you again.

Someone enlighten me. Someone give me a second chance. Someone give me hope. I really hope.

I may seem strong on the outside, maybe all percieve that, but this is not me in real. I'm just another small figure in this world.

Maybe what I could is to watch by the side those happiness people had, perhaps this would make me feel better..

Monday, August 20, 2007

Wonderful day

8:37 AM

What a day.

Woke up from sleep at the usual time, showered and prepared to go school. Yet going to school seemed not to. So went to sch's library to have dota the entire day lolz. zz.

Lucky my grade could afford to skip 1 day of lesson =x, still I felt the need to help my team members who came without me, so skipped my lunch and went find them.

Sadly.. seem that none really worked hard for the ppt, as much as I wanted to help, without the pre-understanding of the problem I couldnt do anything abt it since its science.. sianz -.-

Woo, anyway today's "school" is great and I really enjoyed it =)

MSN was fked up as usual, but still I liked the chatting! =D

Today was a happy day, and I hoped everyone's day would be happier everyday ^^ wouldn't you agree? =)

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Chapter 2 - Philosophies of Life

9:56 AM

Sometimes I wondered, is there a God in the first place.
And if God exists, then why are people created in the first place.
If God exists, and people are created by him, then why did God let so many disasters to befall on this world in the first place.
If God exists to create people and befall disasters to enlighten the people to worship him, then why didn't he stop creating people in the second place.

So it all ends up with, why are life created?

There are many philosophies of life created by all sorts of people, most of it pointing out specific aspects of life, giving their experience and understanding, but none of them could answer a question. What is life.

Christians believe that life is a present given by God.
Buddhists believe that life is a reincarnation of people who died last time.

Lets talk about these 2 today.

Christians, holding on to a crucifix and a bible, washed in a pool of water called baptising, called themselves servants of God.

They believe in the existence of god's presence to save them from disasters bringing them to another dimension, called the god's arms.

For why would they do that? Answer : The Bible.
So what exactly is a Bible? Oh, its nothing much, its just a book with many many unclear words that said about a god called jesus christ who saved the world from sins. Till now people still believe in that story book. Wouldn't it be funny? Believing of a god's existence just basing on a book and many pastors to promote the book.

If there really was an god, then why didn't he appear 2000years later after he died. or rather reincarnate again to save the world from sins again, and trusting a old book which did not speak any of the present day. My question towards the book would be : By another 1000years later, when all humans began to befall armagadon, would people still believe in the book? Still trusting that there are such god?

Just giving my point of view. Science experiments have already proved that on earth, there are no such thing as god, we've been to outer space, viewing of the universe , but we do not see god looking down to earth at us. Vacuum surround earth, so if his outside of universe, how could he breathe?

Secondly, who created the Bible? God did? spending his own sweet time writing down his understandings? Human created the Bible, promoting it, and lead people into it. Jesus Christ is just another human which existed on Earth 2007years ago. The present humans are the ones that are more important than the book. If that wouldn't let you believe in, why not asking yourself who created english language and other languages? God? nah, its man, so if man created words who do you think created the bible? =)

Trust me, you wouldn't want to live your rest of your life holding on a bible and waiting for a god to come to you and say : youre saved.

All things are created by man, movies, songs, buildings, wars, man-made disasters, books, modern technology. The rest are all natural. Never was God.

Okay! Now lets talk about buddhists. They believe in reincarnation and ghosts spirits.
However do that really happened? Some say yes, some do not know, but what i believe its completely lame. Redirecting back to today's discussion topic : Life.

All people have an average lifespan of lets say : 80years.
With an up going of around 6,000,000,000 people in the world today, with differing races, even if there is an reincarnation, out of the hundreds and thousands of countries and people who live there, newborn babies being born every single second, do you possibly think that you would really be borned in the same country again? That would be a probability of 1/60000000000!
Logically, that could only be possible only if you believe in what those people say, so why not question yourself about the things they said, perhaps we all could enlighten ourselves before trusting anyone.

Ghosts and Vampires, etc etc. Have we ever seen them? All are words from people's mouth. Ghosts ghosts ghosts.. you might think its scary, but think again, if there really was such thing as ghosts, then who was the ones who talked about it? Who made out the facial expressions of how ghosts looked like and behave? It still all comes down to humans. Great, all things are done by humans, no wonder they seek help from fictional beings.

All humans are unpredicable. They do things unexpectedly, perhaps due to the surrounding environment and social factors that overpower them, such as murders and kidnaps. They definitely do not know how to appreciate their life. Its because of these people who made the world so disgust now. That sure sucked.

Talked so much about religions, almost forgotten about today's chapter, Philosophies of Life!

Honestly speaking, even I myself do not know what I am going to do with my life, sometimes feeling down, while the rest I'm happy with my life. I'm just happy that there is this brain of mine which kept me accompany thinking of things and things. Which thus all lead to our own little philosophy of life.

When I said philosophy, doesnt mean that everyone must be an philosopher to do so, in fact, philosphy is just a extract of what people think, so if youre able to think and understand what ure thinking, that could become your philosophy!

Everyone lives on earth for a reason, to seek attention, company, joy and understanding! So whilst all of you who are reading this, enjoy when you still live!

Life is not life when there is no joy =) - Quoted by : JingJie ^^

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Chapter 1 - Time

12:05 PM

How fast times flies, soon it will be the end of Semester One for RP.
Between this 16 weeks in RP, I have to admit it was a fun and joyous days about working and playing with one another in class. Life has never been more fun than that, with suprises everyday.

Birthdays celebrated in class gave us all memorable memories that would be engraved in our minds, whenever we look back at the times we spent together. I would most probably miss that W34Q room cause it is where I shout, laugh and sad.

Even though there might be conflicts within the class, still overall we get along well, therefore I would like to thank all of W34Q's people in it for all your contributions made in creating wonderful memories for me, not forgetting the great powerpoints we did together. =)

Talking about time, do you treasure time given to you? how did you make use of the given time? doing something funny? stunning? or even crazy?

At least for me I try to make best use of my time to do something that would make me happy, something that could benefit me and others perhaps.

Time is so amazing, sometimes I feel that time is slowing down, and on certain situations I feel that it is flying so fast. How I wish I could even turn back time rewinding back to the past, repenting on what I did wrong and improve the things I did, eventhough I know it is impossible.

3.21am, here I am restlessly writing on posts I don't even have any ideas on. But thats just me, writing crap and thinking it might be true. hahaha.

Gotta work harder, I guess. Time is short for all of us, but what is valuable is what we did to make it worthful, so make use of time, don't regret when theres none left =)

Morale of the "Story" - Treasure your time ^^

Friday, August 17, 2007

...

9:20 AM

Sometimes I wonder if i ever did the correct things,
School was okay today, not until I did something bad.
Was too angry till I couldnt hold it.
and thus vented anger on a person who was innocent,
causing her to cry.

I din expect that to happen,
all just caught me by suprise.
What should I do, I couldn't think
Feeling quite down, cause I made a girl cried.
Have to really control my anger from now on, couldn't afford to hurt anyone else again.

Sorry Wanie for what I've done today. Sincerely apologise.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Recaps of songs..

10:09 AM

Looking back when I was young, songs had accompanied throughout the daily life I have experienced, melodies that kept company with me whenever I was alone, thus I shall do this recap of the songs I always liked till now, which can be located in my music column. Feel free for reference~ as I mostly like sad songs, because I feel that sad songs are able to bring out the sorrow in it.

It is always good to sometimes do a reflection on the way we are compared to the past.

Did I change over the time?
Did I change for the better? or for the worse?
Did I ever doing some things that we regretted?
Could I even have a second chance?

All these came up to my mind whenver I listen to sad songs. Sometimes I ask myself why did I do things that I did not consider any consequences beforehand.

Lessons I have learnt had been encrypted, gradually understanding of situations had become more easier for me whenever I look and analyse things.

Perhaps this is the reason why I tried to lead people in class, to not make any mistake in any situations that could or could not be unfavourable to either myself or the rest, and perhaps this is also the reason why people dislike me, and perhaps it is also the only way for me to communicate with people.

So many questions clouding my mind.. all awaiting to be solved, but do I have the capability to do that..

For what I know, the destination I am heading still remains unknown, sophisticated, wonder if I could just peek into my future for just a min, or even a sec, and all would be answered.

Recaping of my 17years of life on earth, there are many things that we have done, be it happy or sad, joyous or sorrow, there are 2 things i could remember that I regretted doing.

1. Did not focus myself on studies when young.
2.Cheated on a girl's that I loved feelings.

Sincerely hoped she could forgive me.. but I know its difficult, cause I had difficulty forgetting it too..
If by any chance would you come across reading this, I am very sorry about what I have done.. because I dint know what I was doing even. Very sry.

Guess this marks the end of the post, quite alot of songs thats on my music box, feel free to listen if interested. hahaz.

signing off.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

10:38 AM

Another day just past..

School was okay today, lessons were simply boring and facilitator just cant seem to let down her answer sheet to facilitate us. However the topic and RJ for today was easy, phew.. luckily hahaz.

Had whole load of CS today, could say its the main interest for me to interact with the class. awp awp awp.. gotta train LOL.

School ended at 5.12 today. is like wtf zzz.

After that packed up my things, first thing is head for 7-11 for some nachos with double serving with cheese xD. the entire day never eat dao feeling like fainting arr.. =.=

Fly to archery training aft that. Today's training kinda sucks, especially when I cant use the bow I have been constantly training with, and someone's facial expression turned my mood down, sianz. But overall still okay la, cos got all the remainder juniors to chat with ma.. hahaha, esp Ivan and Kong ming ar, gd buddies to talk cork with LOL.

Got my preordered fingertap le, but damn stiff ar! definitely has the need to season it.

Tmr's the last official UT for the semester! woooot! cant wait to do the bloody UT and proceed to my sleep hahahahaha, but very hard to say ar.. mayb nv slp dao =)

arrrr.. so damn bored now.. dota or nt.. hmmm... consider first hahahaahahah

okay. end of post. hahahaa

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

gone.. Gone!!

2:41 AM

arrrrr... die liao die liao die liao die liao...!!

Today again din go school.. missed my UT4 science.. ZZzzz.. GPA gonna drop another grade liao... omfg.. what the hell am i doing ar! sian. But nevermind la, at least today got a day off ma LOL. better than nothing.

Yesterday was damn hillarious! went to archery training as usual, and as usual shoot form shoot distance, and as usual..that bai gu jing come disturb me again....

But nevermind! as usual i challenged her to a 1end shootout compy! (scores the most wins!)
but unusual! i won her!! woot! - if ure reading dis, remember ar! wed - 1 cup of root beer hor haha!

hmmz.. so today woke up at arnd 1.. bathe brush teeth.. on com and next thing is - Dota! so many fucking noobs on bnet ar.. crap.. leave game leave game leave game.. make ppl so damn du lan -.-.

lalala. msn games are fun eh hahaha. at the least can pwn hwee min in it =X haha! oop. gtg for nw. hahaha!

Thursday, August 9, 2007

Happy National Day Singapore!

5:23 AM

Today's National day parade is just so fantastic! Happy 42th Birthday!

Monday, August 6, 2007

oh?

7:40 PM

Oh? its been 5days since i'm back to this blog lolz. cool. >>> jus added someone in link lolz, so jus might as well come here and write something. Today's module has quite a number of things to sort out, waha, quite bothering though LOL. But basically its all about classifying and processing of information through various methods diversifying into catergories which we can obtain information easily without any trouble. Cd racks - lame LOL.

Feeling bored these days, especially in class -.-. lucky theres still a thing called radio to listen to zz. Dota's beginning to be bored! Anyone able to offer new games ? =D

recently looked into msn, and saw a new group formed called - RKEJ.. nice group lol. easy to remember too.

damn restless nowadays. think have to go find a job to improve my lifestyle ahah. might be a gd option lol.

Thursday, August 2, 2007

What more could I say?

8:22 AM

What more could I ever say? Perhaps none. Today had been an good example. It looks like the days in w34q had gonna be tough, or should i say, unpleasant. What could I possibly even say? It had came onto my attention that the people in there had drastically changed, getting more and more hostile as days past. Hah.

Who knows what might happen eh. Sometimes I really felt why should I even pin myself down in the first place, comeon, looking upon the previous post that I posted I really think that I am damn stupid. Rofl. Helping people? Being a so called "leader" to lead the team? sometimes I really do not understand how I work man.

yaya.. leadership qualities that I possess.. completely bullshit. <- seriously speaking. I dont even like being a leader. Any facilitators that may possibly happen to look at this, pls, stop giving me these comment eh. I dont really enjoy it.

Inside a team, no one wants to take charge and lead the team, holy shit. I lead the team nt happy, den just let me relax and do nothing? omfg. That is so freaking nonsensical. I believe I am really going to cherish the external holidays that could be of some use on the days itself. Preventing any wastage of the entire day doing specifically nothing. Shit. Damned dissapointed in the class.

Sigh. Cant really be bothered by it, thus I should layout my principles in school for the time being

Principles in Class
1. You work with me, I work with you.
2. You serious, I serious.
3. You refuse to work with me, bear the consequence.

Afterall there is nothing I could possibly lose, shall see how this thing goes.

Anyway, just to clarify this, after further considerations, I have decided not to include any tagboard onto my blog.

Factors considered

Personalised Blog, no reasons whatsoever to gain specific comments about the way I write
Prevention of any discriminations
Don't really require a tagboard to actually know who came to my blog
Theres a place to comment at the end of every post
Cant really think of any positive reasons why I should place a tagboard

So... Sorry Auntie! However I would try my best to update my blog.. provided time is on my side. diao, you also put me ahgong mah. hahaha. I cant think of any other names except that, so accept it LOL.

Today's archery was quite interesting. Not much comments except that we all had a good time talking and chatting and crappin, thats like 180degrees different from the class i'm in.

What more could I say~ sigh. Pathetic.